Dharma Talks

A koan gets us off the bleachers of our life. It pushes us out of our comfort zone and into the game, saying "discover something." We have to rely on something deep and intrinsic the thinking mind can't grasp, and trust in our own awakening. If we come out of the other side of a koan, we might be roughed up a bit, but we are lighter, more free, and more alive.

What does it mean to say that our identities are “empty”? Anatta (no-self or beyond self) invites us to consider that identity is not fixed and essential. And yet identity really matters in our personal journeys, how we tend to human suffering, and where we feel a sense of safety and belonging.

As the Sangha welcomes the Twining Vines apprentices, Seido reflects on what truly nourishes. Growing food, sitting still, living in community and listening for the deep vow--these bring joy and beauty, and keep our hearts open to address the pain and suffering in and around us.

Seido tells the Buddha's birth and life story. We celebrate Wesak with this very human tale of seeking which also has a deep archetypal taproot.

Practice is rooted in the big questions: who am I? Do I have a purpose? How do I take my place in a disastrous world? Suzuki Roshi’s “Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind” offers two metaphors of encouragement, Mind Weeds and the Four Horses. Whatever unwanted plants spring up in the mind, however trainable this particular animal, whether Zen practitioner or apprentice farmer, let life spring from the big questions, and keep going.